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From: trey@ne*.co* (Trey)
To: "Techdiver@Aquanaut.Com" <techdiver@aquanaut.com>
Subject: FW: WTC
Date: Fri, 14 Sep 2001 20:23:38 -0400

Check this out from WKPP member Peter Wallace who was in the WTC.

-----Original Message-----
From: Pete Wallace [mailto:hwallac1@ta*.rr*.co*]
Sent: Friday, September 14, 2001 12:45 PM
To: Trey@Ne*. Com
Subject: WTC


 G, here's what happened... if you want to put this on wkpp or Gue fine w/
me.

This really sucks, and that is the only way to describe it. I’ve got to
write this as it is too damn important not to and although this will likely
stay in my memory forever, I do not want to take the chance of forgetting
any of it. Iwas lucky, I escaped. 5000 others were not as fortunate

Nothing can really describe the feeling, the shock or the terror of what
took place in New York. It is interesting that terrorism is a word we all
use but it’s true meaning was never really know until it’s been fully
experienced. The terror, the grief, the carnage.

I was at the National Association for Business Economics 43rd Annual Meeting
ironically titled “NABE in  a New York Minute” little did any one of us know
just how much  a few of those “New York minutes would change the lives of so
many people. The meeting was being held September 9th through 11th at the
New York Marriott World Trade Center Hotel. It was the last day of the
meeting about 8:00 in the morning. I went down to breakfast, but thought I
could miss the presentation by Robert Scott. President and CEO of Morgan
Stanley and that my time would be better served packing up, checking the
markets and emails, looking at the situation with swap number 6 to see why
it values slightly differently than we expected and then checking out and
checking my bags before the start of second session. This would keep me from
trying to rush to check out before the noon deadline.

The rooms at the Marriott, the old Vista Hotel, are small but well laid out.
The room was laid out so as you enter the bath immediately to the right, the
closet is on the opposing wall, then on the right is the bed with the
suitcase rack and the television opposite of it. There was then a couch to
the outside of the bed along the right wall with a coffee table in front of
it and then a desk on the left wall. The widow is large and immediately to
the right of the couch and directly opposite the door. The widow looked out
over West Street towards the World Financial Center where I worked when
employed by Lehman Bothers.

The room number was 530 and was located on the fifth floor and at nearly the
very end of the North Hallway, a really long walk from the central elevators
but close to the exit door and stairs. This was fine since I have preferred
rooms on the lower floors of hotels near the stairways in the case of fire.

Around 8:35 or 8:40 I was sitting on the couch and had just sent out an
email. My bags were packed and most of my stuff was ready for check out. As
I was sitting on the couch finishing up with the lap top when I heard a
loud, deep bang. It sounded as if a construction crane had dropped an I-beam
or some other heavy piece of equipment. This would not have been unusual as
there always seems to be construction in the area and renovations were
indeed going on at the Marriott Financial just lower on West St.
(What I’m trying to describe seems like it lasted eternity but really only
took place in a matter of seconds or at most minutes.)
Immediately, there was a second explosion. The lights flickered and the
building shook very violently. It was immediately apparent that this was not
costruction but a bomb. Smoke started to cover the window and debris rained,
glass, metal, concrete and larger flaming pieces. The flaming objects seemed
to fall much faster than the general debris. I jumped up and looked out the
window to see the flaming objects in West Street five floors were bodies. I
thought my God! Jesus!!!! bodies falling from wherever, maybe as high as
100+ floors if they had come from one of the Trade Centers or maybe 19 or so
if they came from the Hotel.
At least two were in West Street directly in front of my room. The debris
and more bodies continued to rain. A man in the street pulled his jacket off
and attempted to beat out the flames on the bodies with his jacket as the
glass and metal kept falling, yet he persisted in his efforts. The futility
was painful. The bodies had to be dead yet he continued heroically beating
the flames with his jacket as the debris poured down upon him. I suspect he
must have died. He had to have died, I can’t imagine he could have survived
the deluge of glass, steel and concrete. To my dying day, I will never
forget that scene; that man gallantly but futilly beating atthe flames,
trying to extinguish the flames on the burning mangled corpses. Who was he?
I guess I’ll never know, but I do know I will never forget him. I hope to
God he survived, but I don’t know how he could have.

It was time to go. This was not the place to be.  Stuff pelted the window
and more violent shakes; I had the thought that to stay risked being in the
building when it collapsed. I grabbed the computer and my bag, left
everything else and headed for the stairs. Why did I take the bags? I really
don’t know. I should have left them. They probably slowed me down.
One room to the stairs at the North end of the floor. These were the rooms
closest to One World Trade. I just knew the elevators would not be working
and besides, I’d hate to be trapped on one. The stairs were going to be my
way out. The noise was building on the fifth floor of maybe 18 or 19. it
seems I can hear stuff hitting the upper floors or the roof, SHIT! Could the
upper floors be gone? Could we be next? It’s getting really smoky and the
smell of fuel oil ( I now know it was kerosene, jet fuel)is prevalent. It’s
burning my throat. Funny, I think of Life Insurance and if this will be
covered as business, which is not a good sign. I reach the stairwell door
and feel it to see if it is hot, its not and the smoke is coming from
somewhere else other than the stairwell. Good! I think, it is a way out. It
hasn’t dawned on me that it was the north tower, WTC 1  that was hit.

 The stairs seemed to go on forever, seem like four flights of stairs for
each floor of hotel. There is one other guy in the stairway who asks: “…what
the fuck was that? A bomb?”  I say I think so, but I don’t know, so let’s
just get out of here. We race the stairs to the bottom. The exit door seems
stuck, it will open only an inch or so, so he and  I slam our shoulders to
it and get it open about a foot, just enough to see it opens onto the narrow
walkway between the north tower and the hotel plaza. There is debris all
over and it is still coming down. I realize the reason for the door not
fully opening is debris and oh God, bodies. They are chared and smoldering.
Oh God, I think I’m losing my mind! This just can’t be real. I think and say
to the other guy…”Fuck , we got to get out of here, we can’t go this way. He
says “…quick the second floor lobby, we’ll get out the front!”. Again, this
is all happening in nano-seconds! We race up the stairs. We’ve got to get to
the second floor and back into the hotel. We will surely die if we go the
other way on to the plaza, By this time the stairway is filling with people.
Lots now and I notice many are asians, many people are crying. We tell them
they can’t get out that way and we have to go through the hotel at the
second floor.
We make it to the second floor, go through the door into the hallway to the
upper lobby where the Garden and American Harvest restaurants are located.
Hotel workers are ushering us across the floor and down the south stairway.
The smoke is really getting worse now. Looking out the window, the scene on
West St. is really getting nasty, debris, glass, more debris than street in
places.

 This is now just pure terror. The crowd is starting to backup into the
lower lobby. The hotel staff are trying to get us out through the Tall Ships
bar. I see what the hold up is, even on Liberty Street we have to run
through falling debris. The NYPD is there, encouraging us to run quickly
across West Street at Liberty to safety on the opposite side of West Street
at the World Financial Centers.. I start to run. I think SHIT! there is
glass coming down… Fuck… I going to get hit… I do, but fortunately it is
like safety glass, small pieces but no large shards.. Then, suddenly maybe
less than 100 feet away lands another body. Oh God, the
sound…undescribale…the worst …bones compressing snapping into flesh… a
popping sound. I keep running across West Street, my computer bag opens and
my lap top is gone. I’m not stopping, I have to get across the street.  I
make it to underneath the pedestrian walk way at WFC.  I think it was XXXX,
the economist from XXXX has snatched up my computer on the way across the
Street and he is now ahead of me. He hands it to me and asks:  “do you know
what’s happening?”  I say I don’t know, I don’t know.  We turn for the first
time and look east back toward the Trade Centers. Oh my God, the top 40
floors or so of The north tower , One World Trade are engulfed in flames and
smoke. Then it hits… Oh no! they are jumping !!! more and more people trying
to escape the flames, falling seemingly forever to their deaths from the
90th to 110th floor (I can't think of which floors exactly)which houses
Cantor- Fitzgerald.  Oh shit, I think I know people there XXXXXXX, xxxxxxx
and others…I’m losing friends and associates, this is too much, Madness!
Madness! what possess people to do these things?

 I’ve got my cell phone. I’ve got to call home.  If Joanne and the kids see
this…Shit! There is no phone response, not even a click. Everyone is having
the same problem.
xxxxx and I can’t look, I worked on those same floors from which  those
people are jumping and dying.I can remember the acrophobia sitting on the
edge of the widow sills and the amazement of watching fireworks from above
during the (was it?) bicentennial of the Brooklyn Bridge. Even though we can
’t look you still know. As another after another after another plunges, the
crowd screams and cries. It just can’t be avoided, you can look away, you
can shut your eyes, but you still know; the vision is there you know exactly
what is happening and the outcome is never different.
How ironic, the speaker is the President and CEO of Morgan Stanley, the
largest tenant in the Trade Centers. I’m so glad Joanne didn’t come to this.
The crowd groans, more have jumped. We are now dumbfounded. None of us can
speak. I want to puke.

There is the sound of jet engines, we look up, it’s a commercial jet. The
whine of the engines intensifies...getting louder and louder. Oh God!  the
pilot is throttling up!, giving it the gas, headed for the other tower
number 2 the south tower. Oh sweet Jesus! Impact! The plane neatly
disappears into 2 WTC, and then a fireball on both sides of the tower, Oh,
those poor people! They never had a chance, It’s an instant replay, fire,
smoke, debris bodies. I realize we are now all the way back to the Hudson,
we can’t go back any more. We are all in shock, more people jump…leaping to
their death individually almost waiting their turn. I pray please God make
it stop, but to no avail.

 XXXXX suggest we get as far away from here as we can. I agree, We decide to
move north behind the WFC towers to stay as far away from the Trade Centers
as possible. This seems still risky as the WFC complex is a likely target as
well, but this seems the only and most logical action. xxx's daughter, xxxx,
works at xxxxxx Advertising at xxxx Varick St, just north of the entrance to
the Holland Tunnel, so the plan is to walk there.
 XXXXX and several others are going to find someones husband in the crowd
and the do the same thing.
XXX and I head north, along the back of the WFC, behind the Merrill and
Lehman Offices, with the amount of people on the plaza these work forces
have also been released. I keep trying the cell phone with the same results.
The cell must be jammed. It’s getting frustrating, I don’t want Joanne and
the kids to see this without knowing I’m ok. I’ve got to get a hold of them
somehow. Perhaps there’s a pay phone somewhere.
We walk north, I’m pulling the baggage and what is left of the computer. All
of a sudden I‘m reminded of Stephen King’s “ The Stand” where the escape
from NY was through the Holland Tunnel on foot. I hope we do not have to
follow the rest of the script. We keep walking, up to the Catholic High
School west of West St., then east to Greenwich and north. All of New York
is in the streets or on the roof  tops, nobody is inside. Every pay phone
has an orderly line of 20 to thirty people.
XXXXX and I surprise ourselves. We think and discuss how will we adjust our
forecasts. Do we think data will be delayed? What effect will this have on
Consumer Credit? Spending? When do we think we can get back to the hotel to
pick up our stuff and xxx's car in the underground lot?
This must be psycologically defensive as absolutely none of what we are
discussing now matters a wit and we both know it.

We walk and walk and walk. It seems like a hell of a long ways. At Canal
Street my phone worked! I get the office, both Jay and Mary Lynn. This is
great. I ask Mary Lynn to call Joanne Kerri and Hardy. Jay hoops on to tell
me the Pentagon has been hit, that One World trade has collapsed and that
other planes are targeting other sites. Jay’s advice, “don’t go near any
tall buildings. Stay away from tall buildings…” he’s right again At that
point there is the whine of Jet engines I look up to see a flight of F15s or
F16s fly low over Canal Street on full afterburners. I realize when I
started talking to Jay I was standing up, Now I’m crouched in the gutter
next to a huge parked truck. Manhattan is now a war zone.

I walked from there to Penn Station and caught a train to Washington,
Richmond, and finally Tampa two days later. It is an experience I will
re-live time and time again in my night mares.




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