Al, you know in all honesty, when they attack me on the basis of me
being a psycho, Jarrod and I always fall about the place laughing. I
mean, what kind of nut would do the things we do anyway, and is is more
than funny when they come running out with the grand revelation that I
am completely out of my mind - "No shit , Sherlock", and then they
really get cranked up and go the the drugs, cocaine and other such
stuff, or that I got divorced, or that I got arrested for kicking the
shit out of two guys who turned out to be cops ( I did not know they
were cops, but I should have suspected since it took me a lot longer
than usual to do it) or whatever, without mentioning that this was when
I was 32 years old and that I am now 48 and do not use anythign at all
anymore other than adrenalin.

What makes me so hated by the stroke is that I will get out there and
say what is right no matter what the consequences, and you are not going
to beat that one , and there is nothing about me, right down to the
length of my dick, that is even remotely hidden from view. ( See the
Sally Ward video wher Casey's wife catches me putting on a catheter with
the camera). I am an open book, and that is what realy kills the bad
guys.  

On the other hand, my past inability to distinguish the real enemy of
all of us ( you mentioned one of the typical ones in your post) from the
innocent bystander and the victim of the enemy of all of us ( ignorance
passed on ) has made me an asshole from time to time in real terms, and
lately I have been able to see that more clearly and adjust accordingly,
and regret having been an asshole to people who did not deserve it, and
regret that anyone would be afraid to confront me on any issue - I am
not as volatile as it appears, and there is no reason that I can not be
as wrong was as the next guy.

I will defend myself on the front of being an asshole to Bill Stone and
his USDCT -that was a competitive thing, and I can't help it - it is
genetic, and I love every minute of competition. He will be sorely
missed. Also, I could clearly see that one as if I were psychic not
psyhco , so we did not participate, but then we are the pros, they are
not.

Al, every day is a good day in this walk.

ajmarve@ba*.ne* wrote:
> 
> You know if you guys dont watch yourselfs you will be deemed as unacceptable
in
> polite society based on your foul mouths and the poisonous environment you
> create which fails to sponsor the free and open exchange of ideas, no matter
> how stupid. Bret Gilliam might even attack you in a magazine article.
> 
> Where are all the people who love to attack G now???? Will no one protect the
> children????
> 
> later,
> 
> Al Marvelli
> 
> PS, I hope everyone enjoys Saturday, whether its the anniversary of the birth
> of your Lord, or just another day when the mall is closed.
> 
> Einar Hagen wrote:
> 
> > > See Walter.
> > >
> > > 15 PADI instructors don't wear PADI ankle weights on their PADI drysuits.
> > We
> > > should respect them as good divers.
> > >
> > > Andrew
> >
> > Fuck you!!!
> >
> > The fact that i am a Padi instructor does not make me a bad diver.
> >
> > Einar
> >
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